I know it hurts.

But it’s life,

And it’s real.

And sometimes it fucking hurts,

But it’s life,

And it’s pretty much all we have.

-G.S

Everyone take back your old notes
There all too hard to open now
To hard to handle
I’m shaking with this fear
That I’m losing everything
I’ve ever known
Just to tell you I miss it
Seems almost defeat
I’m too stubborn to lose completely
And I don’t even know
What I’m doing anymore
Pushing too far away to stay
And now wouldnt be good timing anyway
I’m drowning myself in silence
I smile but since when does that make me sane
And the things we’ve been doing
Just moments to preoccupy our time
Just people to preoccupy our minds
As if there’s much sense in anything
Sense only gets you so far
And I wont settle I wont forget
I know I know
Just how we use to feel
What it felt like to laugh