Driving in Auburn/Candia/Hooksett/Merrimack tonight was more beautiful then this, no joke at all...I needed some soothing after the game too, so good timing, can you say <> Sunshine <> ughhh...whatever!!! Jv boys beat them to hell so fuck you merrimack!!! (esp. A. Wright!!) only kidding...I miss her, and am extremely glad that we switched hair cuts hmm. But wow still pissed so going to watch Double Jeopordy <-random?!? Have a good start to Vacation!!!.....and if anyone wants to hit up the mountains, ya know where to reach me at

Life has been kind lately. I'm actually excited to get up in the mornings, which is something new. I'm practically obsessed with my school day, classes are unbelieveably easy and even interesting in some cases! Plus, I don't know if anyone else has realized yet, but Lacrosse starts in 27 days!!! So let the countdown begin, goshhh. Shawn is only taking 18, and this the best news since Jon Heder's false death! I wonder if we'll actually be good this season...I say we go 500, I mean it's only the 2nd varsity year, so that would be insane. Oh I almost freaking forgot!! I got my F***ing LICENSE today!!!!!!! haha straight up was the most simple test I've ever taken, and I honestly don't know what all the fuss is about!?!? So yeah me and Kelbell went to the game, and I already had to put $25 into the tank so this sucks! But blasting P.Jam on the way home was awesome, and I can't wait to just cruz and listen to music!!! Not to mention I'm designated driver Stoner now, a bit ironic, but yeah whatever. muaha

And by the way, anyone watch OneTreeHill!?!?! Go fucking Lucas, kill Dan!!!!!!! And previews for next week...umm can you say "emily" and Karen beat down?!? ...now that I've established what a dork I am, time for music and bed. Everyone have a gooooodnight

Maybe I'll do better on my own, no one ever seems to understand me, It's easier for me to be alone, but there's still a piece of me that feels so empty

The sun is sinking across my carpet, I cant see it from where I'm sitting, but there's a reflection, I know it's beautiful out. Actually now would be a pretty sweet time for some snapshots...bam!!! Hopefully the clouds can chill for a second, and give me time to find my camara. Finish this in a quick bit. It was definitly a lot colder outside then it looked!!! Oh man...I'm such an idiot, so driving home from school today "Lexi can you unlock this thingy...umm the window lock," she does so, "WTF, I can't get it open!" Yeah I was pushing the doorlock button!!! haha thank god we were at a red light, cause we were fucking dying!!! Hmm just thought I'd tell my most recent encounter with my blonde side. Annnnd (drum roll please) I get the license in 5 days!!! wooooo. "We could get up, we could get on down, we could drive to the country or head downtown, baby I'd join you too, We could've been so much better off than before, if we held on true. Take today and go out for awhile, well just sit back jack and relax and enjoy a smile, well let your mind go for a minute or two, let your mind levitate go for a delicate, maybe I'll join you too..." <- That would be me singing, maybe one of my favorite songs?!?

For some reason I am in the best mood right now...actually now that I said that I hate myself for it, but I'll keep it anyway. And might I add that I am a genius (random) but yea I have 4 A's, 1 B+, and 1 B, can someone please shoot me?!?! My grades havent been that good since Smyth Road!! And UPDATE: I believed in God for about a minute while watching Stigmata...but since that's a joke I don't know what I was thinking!!! GOSH, and speaking of gosh...I'm extremely curious as to John Heder, do any of you know the truth? Well it's time for me to mauw on something! Check ya later!!!

And by the way...if you want a REAL punk band, listen to Satanic Surfers, so I don't have to hear that wannabe punk shit again!!!