March 18, 2004
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FuCK FuCK...smoked everyday this week, didnt do any h/w...really didnt care about anything!?!?! I didnt pass in 2 ENGLISH assignments, one an essay on Catcher In The Rye...which if you know me should be one of my favorite things...Ive lost ALL interest in school...failing i think 3 classes now...this isnt good!! haha ill figure it out though, no big, I just think at some points you have to lose it for awhile and not care, cause then when you do its 10x more and you feel you need to push yourself and acheive something!!! I think, since I already fucked over this quarter, im ganna the next one...like actually give it everything, study and all that...I just wanna see if I put at least 10% more effort into school if I can get straight A's or close to it...it's sad but ive never tried that!! You would think with my up bringing, and how good my friends are with grades that I would have motive but I dont. My motive next quarter though is to show up all my teachers LOL...i just want to see my english teachers face when I ace one of the gay quizzes she gives us...I WANT TO FUCKING NAIL SENORS CLASS...LIKE 100% across...i seriously HATE HIM!!! OMG like im ganna kill him, he always assumes I dont know what im doing, and that im bad at spanish..alright im not actually great at it, but I just wanna fuck shove it in his face sooooooooo bad!!! so then when he gives me the fucking 75% in participation I can be like umm yea since I have straight A's...UGHGHHGHGHGH!!jfsadghkajg'lsa haha and colleen and whitty gave me motive to write a book over the summer...so you best all be nice or you could be a bitchy character...muahaha...its to late if ur ganna be one of those actually.
They say time will make all this go away, away. But it's time that has taken all my tomorrows and turned them into yesterdays.
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