May 5, 2004
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Im starting to see through the people I love...Im getting annoyed with their every flaw, every word they say, every smile they fake. When you first meet new people anything they do is just chill. As time progresses you begin to realize little things, then those small morcels of aggrivation start to inlarge, until you wish the friendship had ended at hello...we'll this of course is in the eyes of a very cynical being, I actually really hope no one notices the things I do. It's killing me though, mostly in a few selective situations, where I thought that there would be a tight connection. I don't get why poeple try to be fake? Dont you all realize that others can see through it. I mean yes were all guilty of it, I know I do it everyday with some "nameless" persons that wont get away from me!!!! I dont know how to tell nice people they fucking suck, so I go on pretending that everything cool. This is also for the sake of feelings! I hate a fake laugh most of all...i mean if you find it funny, yes laugh, but its really easy to tell when your not truely laughing!!! Girls that wear the skanky ass outfits need to all die, I mean come on, self respect?!? Actually the one thing that pisses me off more is the ones that try to be "different" with the fucking converse ( yes I own a pair, but my cousin got me to LOVE them) but I know there are so many people who wear them for reasons other than comfort! Guys cut the fucking shags, there ass ugly, and hiding your beautiful eyes, plus not hot anymore because EVERYONE has one...don't you realize your not being different by having them!!!! I wish I could have a shaved head, I dont get why you wouldnt!!! I dont know if I should hit on this next topic, I know if I do ill freak out like always, but fuck it' this wouldnt be a M.Stone complaint paper without this issue being brought to words. MUSIC...I fucking hate how everyone loves alternative now!!!!!!!! OMG I wish sooooo bad I could name like 5 people off in this that absolutly rip apart my mind with how fake they are, and how hard they try to like "different" music...LIKE WHAT YOU WANT TO LIKE!!!! I never even tell people what Im listening to anymore for fear of it becoming a "bitch-ass, fake, cunt phase!" Actually Im breaking this right now...because Im ganna flip out in about 2 sec. and I need to do H/W!!! Maybe Ill continue later, but if I don't you get my drift...~peace~
Holy Shit...guess who has an A in spanish...yes thats right your truely!!! And who got a fucking 81% of a math test, yes a math TEST today!!!! I mean yes granted I got a C+/B on the essay for "A Tale of Two Cities" I did do that in one night...haha so actually im pretty happy about that grade considering the time I put into it!! wow im seriously "happy" right now...no stress...it's a really good feeling!!!
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