August 3, 2004

  • My eyes blur with disbelief
    Can't really be happening
    Waves of confusion all around
    I'm diluted, nothing sounds

    Clumsy hands
    Quick reactions
    Blame
    I hate that you proved me right
    collapsing onto memories
    thrown aback by relapsing tragedy

    Pull me apart
    Question my motives
    Realize I'm fake
    Personalities all a lie
    only to you

    See right through
    My closed minded views
    My feverent attitude
    And infinite dues

    I cant blink or breathe
    Enough to keep the beat
    Try as hard as I can
    Yet nothing ever makes sense
    Something's always missing at the end
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
    If your poetic
    Your tragic
    Original and unrefined
    Crazy and awkward
    Never fitting in time
    Blameworthy and different
    callous and cold
    Always proving the negative
    "far past gone"
    Or so I'm told
    -------------------------------------
    Captivity
    requirement being love
    all categories apply above
    concur the world
    before I give up my title
    single is the heaven
    For which no one is escaping
    Explore what lies within
    Until every crack and space is filled
    Upon which I'll meet you
    Just be patient
    My heart is full of complications
    Write the novel of my life
    Contents of experiance and moments
    They will lift me through days
    days spent tied down
    tied to the heart of you

    O' how I love finding old notebooks

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