December 2, 2004
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I don't know what's wrong with me? I havent been myself in ages. WHAT IS MYSELF!!! Just, I don't want to say bored with life, actually yes I do..."I'm bored with life" I need some form of entertainment, or a change...because everything has changed, and I missed it, so now I need my own? If that makes any sense what so ever?!? Actually I dont really give a shit if it makes sense or not, cause that's how I feel, and I hardly ever communicate well, especially with people. Ok so I'm going to get to the bottom of this in the next few minutes, since this is a more recent feeling, I think I'll start with the past week. Or maybe it's just not sleeping the past two nights? We'll all I know is I dont want to be depressed, so this is going to stop right now. Ganna compile some things on my mind so I don't end up losing it...
Things I need to figure Out:
1. Who the hell I am?
2. Who I want to be?
3. Why people just suck?
4. What's the difference between dreaming and reality, besides antigravity.
5. Why I like dreaming better, and how to wake up?
6. What's the point in lying, and why do people insist on doing so?
7. Why I can't seem to shut my mind off, as hard as I try, Is this all really real?
8. I don't feel real? Am I?
9. Why are some people more shallow then others, and are they shutting off their minds?
10. Why I don't see any point in falling in love?
11. Why snow doesnt come yearly, obviously I know why, I mean that more in general.
12. Who came up with a Utopia? And what were they thinking???
13. Why cant those damn kids just give the rabbit some trix, selfish assholes!
14. Are scientists fucking retarded, do they not see the world is overpopullated already, stop making medicine for christ sake!!
15. Why can't life be as simple as it's made out to be?
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