CHS lax girls rule all!!! We won the first playoff game...beat Londonderry 15-14, woot woot. But now we must face Pinkerton, so we all know how this is ganna end. Whatever, it was a great second season...6 and 9, I think that's pretty damn good.  No matter what Kris Russell says!!! Either way I <3 you girls and hope youve had as good a time as Ive managed. Ganna miss Sheendawg, and Slasher next year, as we continue our upward journey into dominence of Class 'L' Varsity Lacrosse.

We'll this has been an exciting weekend...pssh, not really, but it's all good. Worked Fri, Sat, and Sun night in case you thought I fell off the earth...which is still a possibility?!? I did manage a crap load of sleep though, like 12 hours a night...it was blissful, woke up to the birds chirping, and the thunder scaring the shit out of me! hmm...

anyway, now Im doing this month late english essay...which im making sure of, because I already swallowed a little jolt, so it will get done! haha...and this, only a day, late art essay! geez, talk about being a fuck ass, honestly!!! And to pump me up even more I have Ben Jelen on repeat. lol?!?

Did you know that Edvard Munch was not only a painter, he was a lithographer, etcher, and a wood engraver! exciting, riiight! haaa...ok so I figure if I do a page every half an hour until 6 in the morning I will get these essays done!!! woooo, have faith. Well since I just realized what an idiot I am I think Ill go do these now

Im so interesting ... ehhh ... bye

Happy for no reason, or just that everything's fine?!? granted it will be shot to hell soon when June 20th rolls around, but I dont even care anymore (which is half the problem most of the time) haha. I know that everything's ganna be good. And it's not like this is the worst thing that's ever happened to me, actually not even close, so this is just a passing moment. In that sense I love being young, because it doesnt matter. It's kind of weird, I was talking with my mom the other day, and I was just like "are you happy with how everything turned out," and "It's strange, you have a daughter who doesnt have enough fingers to count the times she's messed up, but yet she still has her whole life ahead of her and still has enough control of it to do what ever she wants with the rest of it,"...her response "I never thought of it that way" hahaha like, how different are we?!? aww today is just beautiful, it's not to hot, gentle breezel, and the sun's half out...I love life, even though I occasionally say otherwise. I'm such a complainer, lol. whatever. ignore me, I dont have a problem with talking to myself. haa. We'll I gatta go to work, but I do get to drive there, mostly because no ones home to take me, but oh well..ill hold this against them, and see if I cant get the car back until...

Why dont I write anymore?!? I mean c'mon, does anyone remember me two years ago, there wasnt a free space in my notebook. And now I just dont have time, it sucks, and my poems now suck, cause i havent had time and ive lost some touch and yes it sucks! And now my emotions are everywhere, as usual, around this time of year. Ive managed to screw up all the good things I had going, again, are you suprised?!?

New updates in life of a crazy bitch: I decided it would be best if I got home quickly from work last wed, and got pulled over doing 100 on the highway...sweeet, ugh, so now no more car for about a year. Bio= 27% English= 34% Spanish=55%...ART= 97% wooo!!! if that gives you any clue of all the procrastinating. haha. But I did clean my room!!! it's spotless and I love it, and enjoy laying on my empty floor listening to music.

I saw Sarah McLachlan this weekend, along with every gay person in manch. it was very sketchy. But she was amazing, and I really just wish I could sing (even decently) because i dont dare sing to one of her songs, lol. Actually that's what Im listening to right now, S.M. on my TV(ps2) and dashboard on my comp. it's an interesting mix. "live a life that you would think was sane/It's the bitter taste of losing everything that Ive held so dear" umm so yeah

I saw Julz today, I was sooo excited, missed her sooo much! haha im such a dork, but it's true. So yeah, cant wait to us crazy folk are back to our usual mischief!

ONE TREE HILL SEASON FINALE TONIGHT!!! im so nervous/excited/sad. I dont know what Im ganna do with myslef for the summer? Haley better come home tonight, that's all I have to say...oh and Lucas and Brook need to hit dat also!!! Umm and keith better not fuck up Andy and Karen, just because Andy is the hottest man on the show, and how can you not love his austrailian accent. And Peyton and Nate Better fucking not hook up, because that would be verrry verrrrrry bad...and I really dont want to cry, but I know I will...im such a softy! haha <333

"There are really only three types of people: those who make things happen, those who watch things happen, and those who say, What happened?" -Ann Landers...haha just thought id add this in