May 28, 2005
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Happy for no reason, or just that everything's fine?!? granted it will be shot to hell soon when June 20th rolls around, but I dont even care anymore (which is half the problem most of the time) haha. I know that everything's ganna be good. And it's not like this is the worst thing that's ever happened to me, actually not even close, so this is just a passing moment. In that sense I love being young, because it doesnt matter. It's kind of weird, I was talking with my mom the other day, and I was just like "are you happy with how everything turned out," and "It's strange, you have a daughter who doesnt have enough fingers to count the times she's messed up, but yet she still has her whole life ahead of her and still has enough control of it to do what ever she wants with the rest of it,"...her response "I never thought of it that way" hahaha like, how different are we?!? aww today is just beautiful, it's not to hot, gentle breezel, and the sun's half out...I love life, even though I occasionally say otherwise. I'm such a complainer, lol. whatever. ignore me, I dont have a problem with talking to myself. haa. We'll I gatta go to work, but I do get to drive there, mostly because no ones home to take me, but oh well..ill hold this against them, and see if I cant get the car back until...

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