The hand of my clock strikes two
In times when I got the best of you
We made promises we couldn't keep
And every night we couldn't sleep.
I didn't know why,
but didn't ask questions
because it was the first time in my life,
yeah the first time in my life
Where I, did something right.

I set myself up
for the greatest fall of all time

You pick me apart
While I search for witty things to say
In my defense
"You'll never amount to anything anyway"
Don't press your luck, don't press your luck
And think that I'm impressed with your one night stands
and your contagious kiss
I'm trying to get this right
Yeah, cause I'm ridiculous like that

I'll keep this as
A constant reminder
Of the nights I spent holding onto him
And rest assured I'm moving on
I miss you less, with each day your gone
-Matchbook Romance

Can't get you off my mind
Or out of my heart

I know I haven't written in awhile...things have gotten all fucked up lately...plus I don't have anything to say...nothing good has been happining!!! I'm ganna put some more writing in...as in my views on love and death...thats all I ever write about!!! hmm...well since i've had to many dots i guess it meas I have nothing to say so peace

Britney Spears is my idol! haha Great time at the show last night

*Missy "MothaFuckin" clayton thank you so much for the tickets! We had a fucking sweet time...danced the whole time, got to hear you scream in my ear the fucking entire time it was good.

*Asswin Cwayton you are the fucking shit...good time walking around and dancin...sorry if your partially deaf now hahaha!

*Whitney Fremeau haha i honestly don't remember what you did that was funny but I do remember laughing and giving you a high five...so nice man...

*Drea+Friend haha i don't remember even talking to you but I'm glad you shut that fucking bitch behind us down haha

*Jen Duguay you are the best...suite #3 haha good time walking around with you and sarah...thanks for a some laughs

*Ashley White what the fuck were you doing there!?!? LOL haha DC...need to use the suite bathroom...fuckin sped

*Sarro saw you last min. fucking funny I was just like TAYLOR!!!!!!!!!! hahaha I loved lunch today...non stop talk of Britney! hahah good times

Randomness people there^^ haha there were a few more Gola, Tara, Mimi, Lizzie, some juniors I met that were a lil wasted haha...it was chill had the time of my life...i even like britney now...wearing the shirt to school o man...everyone was like WTF you went are you on drugs...i was like well actually!! haha but still awesome time but i gatta get goin on studying for this test...actually i have 3 tomorrow...science, w/c, and spanish...and a quiz in English and economics FUCK!!! ahhh gatta jet ~peace~ wow random im still fucking tired and out of it

Another sweet night @ Duges...Sleeeeeeeping now ~nighty night~

Workin 4-7 tomorrow...come see me

Fucking hating my life right now...just hoping to GOD i don't get kicked off...Like I will be fucking pothead central if I do, because nothing will stop me or matter for christ sake. I love Lax so much too, almost as much as I love FH...which is really saying something!!! But since I've already cried for aboput 3 hours today about it...in fucking school, actually 3 Mods and after school on the ohone with ashlyn, I think im done with it all. Tonight was sweet went to see the Prince and Me, we were the pair loners who met up with other random "pair loners" Cath + Megs, Morgan+ Lindsey...thewn saw Laura+Sam it was "pair loner Night" then went to Kells for a sweet time as usual @ Duges house...but anyway im out so peace mother fuckers....

Long and Sweeet passt two days...yesterday Free Mod for Spanish and pretty much nothing in class, math test, it was easy i am psyched. Today Leadership meeting for like an hour and a half...shortened mods due to assembly it was sweet and again senor wasnt there!!! Lax has been so fuckin sweet...like I actually can't wait to go to Pratice?!?! We fucking ran soooo much today and I was excited about it?!?! wtf?!?! I was the first one done the practically 30 min. run we took...i mean is there something wrong with me, im the laziest shit there it. hahahha Work today was fuckin fun...haha see what I mean Im wacked out...went in an hour late...hahaha I didnt call...lol white was like holy shit dude ur an idiot...actually dyke considering thats my name from her...so douchebag was just like yea we had Lax and they were like ok tell us next time...It was sweet. Then we pretty much did nothing for 2 hours...Talked about some gay people that work there, and I beat the shit out of douche at punch-4-punch...haha hahaq burkieee came in with her buddy's too...so of course I had to fuck up the register...LOL cause you know me! O man It has been the longest two days EVER but they have been great! O and I forgot to Mention CCD last night LOL i passed out during this like meeting with I think it was the priest or something...i dunno....I slept in the fucking pew! hahaha and then I went home and went to bed...cause I had the worst headache But i didnt mind because I was having such a great day...even my grades arent fucking bothering me right now...its fucking crazy I love it ~peace~

The world could crumble
You would step on the dust
Broken hearts eventually mend
You ran back and broke mine again
Friendships dont die they fade away
You burned this one down to decay
I thought I'd found someone worth my time
You, I know now, weren't worth a dime
I tried so hard for you to notice me
You only did for a moment, in greed
Now I will turn my head everyday
You lost more than just some play...

Bitter words, bring bitter feelings

My Top 10 Goals:
1. Stop biting my nails
2. Visit Every Pyramid in Egypt and South America
3. Be more patient, and less sarcastic
4. Know all the damn ice creams and prices at the G*rod
5. 3.5 GPA or higher for the next 3 years of High School
6. Write a Novel
7. Know every guitar chord
8. Meet someone worth knowing, drop a friend thats not.
9. Be simple minded more often
10. Fall in Love

I love how my friends didnt give a shit that they invited the person I dont even want to hear the name of right now over. And since that wasnt bad enough I just leave the room, and the only fucking person that even noticed or cared for that matter was Kelley!!!! Thanks man your the best! Im so mad you had to leave! and then people actually notice cause "wheres kelley?" but w/e...and then o yea were all downstairs after the asshole leaves and colleen is fucking being a cunt when I was already really depressed and bugging the shit out of me, so i get fed up and seariously just walked out of the room without a word, and I know youi all saw so dont fucking say you had no idea, did anyone give a shit...nope! I seriously just wanted to go home, but I just cryed myself to sleep. So thanks guys for a sweet night!!!

*SB* + *KD* you guys kept me sane last night thanks

My puppy dog...Isnt she adorable...

dont ask me the name I hate it, so it will always be puppy

such a perfect Marissa pose

ahh 8th grade dance...how cute...Martineau, St.Jean, Allard, Me, Fremeau, Powers...

St.jeany...chillin at the Stone house last year...

Jessicaca and me with Sox last summer...were Barn Girls!!!