July 13, 2004
July 12, 2004
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This past week was so sweet...I cant even begin to tell you of all the good times!!! So many funny memories, the beer can in the tree, water fights, penis clouds...o man whats weird is I can actually rememer this trip too, awesomeee!!! Morgan your one of the best people I know and def. a best friend, cant wait till next week...NH's in fo it!!!
It's my half birthday!!!!!!!
It's also been 12 days and goin of NO DRUGS!!!
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Friends teach us who we are and make us the people we want to become,
They show us the road to a better life,
They give advice not only when asked but when needed,
They try not to change your views rather allow you to except theirs and open your mind,
They are never too busy,
They love everything about you even the faults,
The bonds you share dont break may weaken but always hold,
They can make you laugh even when a smile seems impossible,
Friends are forever and always so let them know how much they mean, it's not everyday you find someone that knows how you feel when nothings what it seems...
I MISSED EVERYONE LIKE CrAzY!!!! being away for so long let me realize my friends are the best, you inspire me to be a better person, to write, and express myself originally...we all know it's VeRy originally!!!
Love you girls!!!
July 1, 2004
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It's almost impossible to fathom that the last time I wrote I was still in my freshman year! In a sense I feel as if I still am, as if tomorrow will just be another day of hell. So much has happened since then, school I mean, it's also as if its been a year. So much is changing, and for the first time in as long as I can remember it's actually for the good. I love having the girls back together, just last night Missy, Ash, Ashlyn, and I went out...as if the past 8 months were just a moment of absence, we practically caught up after 5 min. of being together...that's true friendship. I mean I dont know what any of us were thinking by seperating, it's just good to have everything back...MAMA's!!!!
Nantucket was sooo sweet, what a crazy time...Hangin with the Duff sista's, gettin into all kinds of trouble!!! aww man Im so sad I dont get to be there with Coll Kalz and Miss though, that would have been chill!!! I love how me and Julz are though, we dont need to say anything at all, actually most of the time we didnt...Pretty much the time there consisted of Writing, Reading, Listening to music, EATING (obviously haha), and goofy conversations...you know how we do!!! Cant wait until next year, were ganna be drivin!!!!
I LEAVE FOR FL TOMORROW!!! cant fuckin wait to see Morgan...aww shit, were ganna get into sooo much trouble!!! hahaha cant wait....
Wow what a bad entry...next one will be good, promise
June 13, 2004
June 7, 2004
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Crazy, this life. Always evolving, constantly changing with each passing moment. we don’t realize it, but each of those moments is a chance, an opportunity to say what we've always wanted. Stop this falsehood of humanity that we call our lives. In the past few weeks, none of you know of course, but I have learned how important the day, the minute, the moment is. I have come to realize we must stop caring so much about what others are thinking, and start caring more for what they are feeling. We honestly do need to live each moment as if it's our last...
Your still here
I already miss you
Dont know what Im to do
Without your love and advice
Without you by my side
Please hold on tight
Id like to say goodbyes
Cant believe next time we meet
Could be the last time Im complete
In this instant I cant bare to cry
It's so sureal, how can you die
Leave me a promise
Something pure and true
You'll watch me from heaven
So I never really lose you
I wont go throught life
Wondering if your in mine
The fact is left to this
Will see eachother in time
You'll always have a place
Deep in my heart
For the meaning of best friends
Is forever never apart
June 3, 2004
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If at the end of the road you arent by my side
Ill turn the fuck around
Hitch a ride
Meet you back in our memories playground
Catch up further in time
Everything had been changing lately, I see us struggling to remain friends, we all promised this would never happen, we'd never lose our beginings. I guess 10 years means nothing, that's what were acting like. I find myself questioning friendships far to often now, wondering if it's worth my time. I want to know what happened, why'd we drift away? Can we put anyone to blame? Will we ever be ok? All the memories we've shared, the moments to funny to bare, falling into the past, digging themselves to deep to every recollect. Can we pull ourselves out of this ditch, remember what we meant, when we used best and friend in one sentence?
/ / shattered hearts
| / pieces remain
|/ will we ever
` be the same
May 30, 2004
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This is for my sister's...
Im looking at all the pictures in Brenna's room, and I've come to realize a lot. You girls, Brenna's true friends, my sisters have shared so much, invested secrets, passion, memories, and love into eachothers hearts. I've watched over these past 15 years people come and go into your lives, I've seen all your transitions, all your hardships, and all your laughs. I know nothing has been easy for you, all the moments you wish to forget most often are the ones that stick in your minds. I can also see though, that everything was worth it to you, for all the good times out number the rest. I know these past few days have been hard on you, some of the hardest in your lives thus far, I cant relate in the least, only do I know that one day I will be standing in your place. I've watched you grow into amazing people, one's I look up to with all my heart. You all have touched me in some way, have given me inspiation to be a better person, have made me who I am today. I am forever in the debt of you girls, my sisters. In each and everyone of you there lays a characteristic for which I've taken on. Barton, you have been my sister for 10 years now and I know you will always be there for me and I you if that day should ever arise, you've taught me how to have fun, how to give advice, and how to be a friend, you will always be the persons whose word matter most to me. Bree, you by far is the craziest out of them all, you've taught me how to sit back relax and just laugh it off. Pro, what can I say about you besides you knows how to have a good time, which has definitly rubbed off on me, If there's one thing that can make me smile it's provo's laugh. Jenny B yu've taught me how to have a good time, always arguing with Brenna to let me out with you, always just lookin to chill, I know I'll be like that. Liane your the gangsta of the group, the one with the new guy every week, and I love that, you dont need to be tied down, and I'll always remember that and be the same. Loo you've influenced me with so much, especially my music sense and style. Dev you've also influenced how I dress and what I listen to. Stys your effort towards sports will always inspire me to do the same, your genre of music is close to mine as well which is what we talk about most. Then theirs D-spot, you, no doubt in my mind I've taken the attitude of, the fresh I dont give a shit lifestlye has made most of my personality. Kel you've become a definate mentor for me, you did the ultimate which Ive wanted to do for so long, you got dreads, I also want to be as adventurous as you are after high school. Lastly the most important of them all would be my real sister,you, Brenna have had to deal with so much shit from me all these years, and you still love me, which means the world, You're one of my favorite people to be around, I always take your word to heart, you can change my opinion on anything, nothing means more to me then having you proud, nothings worse then when you're disappointed, you've taught me so much about life, Im so grateful I had you and your friends to look up to all these years, I hope one day I can meet your achievements, and although I know it would be hard to exceed them I always will try, no matter how many fights we have, how many punches are thrown, and how many terrible things we say I will always love you, and be happy that you're my sister. All and all you girls have showed me what to look for in friends, you've taught me the meaning of the word. your the people I most admired, and forever will be my sisters. I dont know who or what I'd be without you, a whole lot more innocent thats for sure, but I even love how mature you've made me. I just hope that one day I'll have what you all have, that I can be as good a friend as you are, and that I can make as much an impact on smeone's life as you've made on mine. Forever loved, you girls are the best...
May 26, 2004
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Last time I wrote in this was only 6 says ago, it seems like a year...this week is going by as slow as a grandma on the highway!!! It's been interesting though, ups and downs ya know...haha I wont even get talkin about the weekend, one because everyone already knows cause gossip spreads like a mother fucker around manch-vegas, and also it would take me 30 min to type it all out...Hey irony i just looked at the clock it's 4:20 muahaha, I made a wish...I dont know if that counts though, im supposing so due to my personality?!? Can I just tell you right now that Im going to see "the notebook" the day it comes out...random I know, but there was just a commercial for it and holy shit, it looks so good..could go on my top 10 list...maybe!!! Actually I might as well just name some of the best movies Ive ever seen right now, and if you have yet to watch them I suggest you get to it...
All time top fav. movies, not in any specific order of course:
* Arthur, the drunk british dude, not the rodent
* The Princess Bride...aww weasley!!!
* Donnie Darko, although it is rightfully Burke's...
* Big Fish, Me and Jess didnt even talk the entire movie, it was that good!!!
* The Thomas Crown Affair...LOVE!!!
* The Queen of the Damned=Gorgeous guy + sick soundtrack!
* Life as a House...hottie and depressing, amazing
* Love and Basketball...no need for explanation
* Fast and the Furious...random I know, but sooo good
* The Matrix...only the first...fuckin sweet!!!haha im outtie though ~peace~ <3 to you, and you, and you obviously
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